Thursday, December 25, 2008

In the Real Life

Hi Pov,

When I first talked to you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my problems and what I didn't want ever. You listened to me. I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought? We would be the best of friends.


Over a period of time, I got to know the real YOU a girl so charming and honest, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with me by your side. I told you I'd never leave Because of the feelings I have inside. I know you like no one I have ever known, and sometimes I wonder what do I do when we're alone? I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. You can wipe out my sadness. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait a while.

You know you have made a lot of changes to me. You have done the great work I’ve learnt ever since. You made me feel like a powerful person or a creative manager. After learning from you, from the polite words you said, from the paternal words you shared, I have changed many things in my life. Firstly, when I got to know you, talked with you, and work with you, I changed my views of hopelessness and loneliness. I felt more courageous and more creative to work and study. I tried to do a lot of things even I think I can’t do either, but I always tried all the time. I liked to do more work and more hours. Secondly, I may say it is [YOU] who changed my bad behavior indeed and told what my mistakes were. The words you said seemed very useful not only for myself but also for my family and so do my friends. Positively, I brought all your educational words to apply to any areas as much as possible. I educated my sister what behavior she should say and what attitude she should act. I’ve also been a facilitator to solve my grandparents’ feud successfully. There many things you told me, but my memory seemed lower and lower to recover. However, one more thing I remember you’ve ever told me is [to use the right knowledge in the right way]. Well, so have I.


Till now, I haven’t relieved from affection of stopping loving, even we don’t talk together too much as before or we don’t meet each other so often either. You know when you neglected with me my heart is full of loving you. Until today, I just realize that loving you is not difficult in which many people said to love somebody is their consequences. In contrast, for me, it is different that to stop loving you is difficult and to forget you is the most difficult.

I looked you forgot everything happy together something we have together, but I. Even some quarrels occurred in our life, but my memory has never given it away. Since then, I haven’t forgotten you and I haven’t stopping loving you either. To be honest, namely I DO love you. I wanted to say it thousand times in thousand days of life. All in all, I engraved you in my heart and always said that “I DO LOVE YOU”. Everyday I think, Every night I dream, and Every time I miss.