Dear My Pov,
It’s quit a hard time for me which the time I realize I’m wrong and missing the right way. If I followed what you told me before I would not be getting the wrong way like this. I’m so regret what I’ve done and what I’ve misbehaved. I might be getting wrong definitely in my life. “It’s easy to setup, but difficult to omit, and unable to forget. Person who runs slowly doesn’t mean he is a slow runner, and person who runs fast doesn’t mean he is a fast runner.” This is one point I have experienced in my life. ‘Honesty always wins failure’, this word we said after we succeeded only, not before. Pov, however, I have used this word before getting successful. This is what I’m thinking I’m getting wrong and getting bad. Until now I recognize all my wrongdoings. Pov, I would like to say so, so sorry for all everything. I know sunlight never rises at the night time.
Within this passage I have a few things to let you for the last of my writing. Firstly, I’m happy to know you and to learn from you how to good behave in family and society. Pov, I would like to voice my great thanks for your advice and comments on my misbehavior. I would learn more if I have time with you. You know I always praise you in front of my mother and my friends about your good perception and attitude. You really gave me the fruitful thoughts. This is what I really like you. Secondly, I’m happy to do everything for you for whom I confessed my loveliness to as the first of my life. You know what my intention is? I want you to be good in writing English because I know you are weak in writing. I always boost you to do homework and assignment. I do really want you to be strong in writing. Sometimes, you might misunderstand, but I don’t care I care what I can help you. Thirdly, honesty, helpful, understanding, communicating have been grained to you wholeheartedly. Pov, after regarded you as a person whom I love I’m willing to tell you about everything. Because I think if we have great time in the future we will have no doubts each other on the skeptical things. This was what I’ve thought. However, right now it’s contrasted to my thoughts. I forgot to think of my ability, my status, my work, and my background. Born from a part of rural area, poor family, and less power in society, I have nothing to let you consider. You have everything that I need but I don’t have anything that you want. However, I have my honesty for you. Fourthly, I will not disturb your life anymore. I knew that after I confessed my love to you our relations seems to be disparate. Pov, indeed, I was keeping in mind that you would consider what my wish is, but nothing getting better. Pov, from now on, will try my utmost to find a good work to locate myself in better conditions rather than working here to annoy you everyday. I think everything will be getting better until then. Anyway, I have provided you what my experiences are that you will be able to use it as fruitful instrument in studying and working. [Something good please take it and something bad please throw it away].
At the end, I would say I wish you successful in your life included studying, working and love always, especially your love. I wish you meet a person whom you love and he loves you too and more importantly your parents love him as well. Till then, I just realize that I am a too bad man to be one of your friends or any connection. Pov, you are my good evaluator in my life who I’ve never seen before. Pov, I would use what you indoctrinated me to advice other people else in this society.
Once again, thanks for your meaningful instrumental advice and friendly cordiality.
Kind regards,
BM….
P.S. Oh, I forgot to tell you that I feel ashamed to your friends and to every people who are working here when you call my name clearly. I feel down to every people nearby you. Furthermore, I forgot to tell you too, from the beginning of calling name, I was always headache for full three days and over. I’ve never told Pov about this at all because I looked you so happy to call me. Anyway, I want you to be happy too. This is my weak point. …
