Pov,
you know a few day of this month, I felt so lonely after the working room was separated in which before I had always listened to what you argued, suggested, advised, and commented. Now I feel some works are complicated for you, even you look seemly calm and stronger, but my feeling is still worried about you. Pov, when work got stuck, I want you to be bystander, so we can talk something felicitous before getting work again.
My Pov, I understand your feeling on these days, but I’m now unable to help you solve it. I can help you in working, studying, and doing assignment, except your personal problem. I would not middle your decision-making, however, I can only tell you, think before making decision. If your choice is right, you will be happy for the full life, but if your choice is wrong, you will be agonized and self-hatred. For this point, I’m not sure whether I’m also the one of other persons you are considering, but I’m sure that I have nothing important you would keep in consideration. I wish you too to meet a person whom you like and are able to get along with for 100 years.
My Pov, I don’t want to mention this issue too much, what I want you to do is to study hard, read the book, and do some good works and assignment. I still remember one word you told me that your father told you to get married after you graduated. This gives me a wonderful hope, somehow I am thinking of you. Pov, for long before now, I have learnt the good thing and how to be a good person with hopeful thought to meet a good person like [you]. I have thought you are graceful to me, however, I’ve never thought I am good to you or not.
Do you remember one word I told you “Love Pov”? This is the first word for the first lady whom I told I do love from the bottom of my heart. Even you were reluctant to believe, however, I already told you what I want to assert. Nevertheless, I can’t say this word many times to you, but I can write this word for a few on this website. You know I’m not good at in using this word and I don’t want to repeat this word again because it might nag you unless after you got married. I will use this word of “Love” again whenever I can set my heart at rest.
Pov, even these months of January and February the work load appeared to me and to you too, but I’ve never forgot to help you in doing assignment. I want you to be strong, clever student in the class. Furthermore, I don’t want you to think of anything else besides your work and study. Hey Pov, I don’t care what you call me about and what you regard me as, however, I just want to hear what you call me with a polite and sweet name rather than others. Remember this: Problems occur because people cling to conventions and what they suppose things to be. If you look closely, in the absolute sense, however, you will see that things don’t really exist. Our house, our family, our money are simply conventions that have invented. Seen in the call of my name, it doesn’t belong to me. Even this name is not really mine, and just because you suppose it to be so doesn’t make it so. It would be like taking a handful of sand agreeing to call it salt. Would that make it salt? Well, yes, it would, but name only and not in reality. So you can call me as something provided that you are happy, I will be happy too.
You know, Pov, some days I really miss you and worry about you, but I don't know how to tell you what I feel.
My Pov, I understand your feeling on these days, but I’m now unable to help you solve it. I can help you in working, studying, and doing assignment, except your personal problem. I would not middle your decision-making, however, I can only tell you, think before making decision. If your choice is right, you will be happy for the full life, but if your choice is wrong, you will be agonized and self-hatred. For this point, I’m not sure whether I’m also the one of other persons you are considering, but I’m sure that I have nothing important you would keep in consideration. I wish you too to meet a person whom you like and are able to get along with for 100 years.
My Pov, I don’t want to mention this issue too much, what I want you to do is to study hard, read the book, and do some good works and assignment. I still remember one word you told me that your father told you to get married after you graduated. This gives me a wonderful hope, somehow I am thinking of you. Pov, for long before now, I have learnt the good thing and how to be a good person with hopeful thought to meet a good person like [you]. I have thought you are graceful to me, however, I’ve never thought I am good to you or not.
Do you remember one word I told you “Love Pov”? This is the first word for the first lady whom I told I do love from the bottom of my heart. Even you were reluctant to believe, however, I already told you what I want to assert. Nevertheless, I can’t say this word many times to you, but I can write this word for a few on this website. You know I’m not good at in using this word and I don’t want to repeat this word again because it might nag you unless after you got married. I will use this word of “Love” again whenever I can set my heart at rest.
Pov, even these months of January and February the work load appeared to me and to you too, but I’ve never forgot to help you in doing assignment. I want you to be strong, clever student in the class. Furthermore, I don’t want you to think of anything else besides your work and study. Hey Pov, I don’t care what you call me about and what you regard me as, however, I just want to hear what you call me with a polite and sweet name rather than others. Remember this: Problems occur because people cling to conventions and what they suppose things to be. If you look closely, in the absolute sense, however, you will see that things don’t really exist. Our house, our family, our money are simply conventions that have invented. Seen in the call of my name, it doesn’t belong to me. Even this name is not really mine, and just because you suppose it to be so doesn’t make it so. It would be like taking a handful of sand agreeing to call it salt. Would that make it salt? Well, yes, it would, but name only and not in reality. So you can call me as something provided that you are happy, I will be happy too.
You know, Pov, some days I really miss you and worry about you, but I don't know how to tell you what I feel.
